Hey Ladies!
I hope everyone is doing well! I apologize for not blogging yesterday. I have been sleeping like crazy and not on any type of good schedule. It all came crashing down on me yesterday and I had to get myself together.
I have shared with you all that I lost my job. So I have had some free time on my hands. I had all of these high hopes of getting a bunch of housework done and cooking food for days so I would just have food on deck (lol). I also have plans of getting an online reading class together by the first of July! Needless to say, I have not been able to accomplish all of these goals.
The main goal I have not kept up with is getting the house together. The house is straight but now I need to mop the entire house which is covered with ALL hardwood. I also need to begin preparing for the online class (which is actually very exciting to me) in July. There just does not seem to be enough time for me to do all of the things I would like and need to do.
Our bodies tend to take their rights and I needed plenty of rest. It is hard for me to accept that. I grew up believing if you napped or just sat around your are lazy. So I felt (and still do sometimes) guilty anytime I just wanted to take it easy. But the older I become, I know that I have to get rest and just relax or I will go insane.
Do any of you feel guilty for wanting to do things for yourself even if it is something as simple as resting and watching a few good movies? Is it possible to just be content with not taking care of everything all of the time? I find it is a struggle to do so, but it happens anyway so I am choosing to simply accept the things that I cannot complete/accomplish. I am also making sure I stay true to myself and my family. Am I wrong for that?
Let us hear your voice!
Until next time,
Live, laugh, love
Lamya Amatullah
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